April 2010
2 posts
New tumblr, http://allynebula.tumblr.com/
aahahha,
I'm going to make a new Tumblr, because this one...
& I hate him now, hahaha.
March 2010
1 post
So there's this boy; and the way he laughs, slaps...
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February 2010
2 posts
I haven't written anything in a while.
So, I saw you today, you thought it was my other friend delivering the gifts I got for you, but I thought it’d be better (for me at least,) to deliver it myself, so of course I did.
I don’t know if you even check this anymore but, I’ll say this anyway, I truly miss you and do need you. I know you deny it, deny it constantly, but I know what I need and don’t need, and...
I wont be seeing you anytime soon,
Uhm, well I miss you and your practically almost gone and it kinda sucks.
I hope you find the letter/note you wrote me.
Today wasn't that great, but
Everytime I thought of you, you called out of coincidence.
I really hope I hang out with you soon. <3
January 2010
13 posts
I called hoping to have a good time on the phone,...
and I got you at a bad time.. I said I had to go, you asked why, and I said I dunno, and you said bye but I didn’t hear it cause I hung up.
Now I’m crying.
What’s wrong with me?…
When you do leave,
I’ll miss you so much I’ll start to break. You’ll always mean so much to me, and I’ve told you that before. No matter what happens, I’ll always love you, always. I wont be able to forget you or anyone for that matter.
That verse you told me, I honestly did like it.
I rather feel numb right than feel the cracking in my heart.
I wish you could stay, but I know you...
And I'm crying again..
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Why’d you have to leave for? I’m waiting for you to come back, patiently. But I can’t take it anymore. I have to use all my willpower to not break down in public. As soon as I’m alone, the crying begins. Everything makes me think of you.
Tell me you miss me, tell me you love me. Please come back baby, I need you.
You don't know how bad I want that whole 'summer...
I feel so sick it hurts..
Monday makes it 3 months of not seeing nor hanging out with you.
I want those feelings back.. the ones where I get those butterflies around you and smile like crazy and blush till my face is hot. Also where I can’t stop giggling at anything you say or do, or how I can’t think straight when you kiss me. Sometimes I forget to breathe around you.. That’s...
I love when you call me sweetheart,
Like a lot. I won’t get so attached this time, promise. I can’t wait to kiss and hold your hand again, I hope we see each other this weekend. I miss you like crazy. Your my owl and lion loves owl and I always will.
Oh, and I love how you’ve been calling me a lot lately too,it really makes me happy. You make me smile and blush so much and you always know how to put me in a good...
14185.) You don't know it, but everyday I see you...
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I'm on the phone with you right now,
and I wanna tell you so manny things but I know I can’t.
You wouldn’t think or feel or say the same thing back.
I honestly miss you.
and I know I shouldn’t cry so much about it either.
I’m glad you called me yesterday to cheer me up, it really did help. I’m just afraid that one day you’ll get fed up with me and my crying and leave me, I REALLY don’t want that, not at all. I cried cause of everything. Everything completely sucks for me right now. My friend noticed how I am today, she said,...
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My wishes still have to do with You on 11:11.
I really wanna kiss you again.
I miss holding your hand.
I miss you.
I wish I could relive those moments that I really love again, but unfortunately I can’t.
You still give me that tingly feeling when you call, I love it.
You’re the only person I accept compliments from, I dunno why, but I believe you when you say I’m...
God, you still give me those butterflies when you...
I absolutely love them. <3
You make me happy even if I bitch about stupid things sometimes.
Oh, and when you laughed and squeaked at the end, that made my night. <333
I wish one day something would hit you on the head...
I wish I was enough for you. I’d literally do anything for you, you know that. I hate what she’s doing this to you.
I would walk to your house to prove to you that I do anything for to or to have you.
I still wonder if I made you happy or you acted like this when we had our thing going on. Sometimes I think I didn’t.. and it kills me.
I want to be the girl that is...
I only really remember a few things from last...
I was on my floor, just laying there completely drunk listening to “I Miss You” - Blink 182. I refused to go into my bed. So I laid there with the ear phones in my ears… I started crying. Of course no one heard me cause of the music playing and stuff. I was clutching a note in my hand, it was the first note He wrote me for my birthday. So there I was, crying listening to I Miss...
Today is New Years Eve,
Of course I don’t have a new years kiss, cause He isn’t here with me or I’m not there with him. All of 2009 I can only think of the things with me and him, nothing more. Everything I think of links back to him in a way, so in other words, I never stop thinking about him. So many memories from him, I love it. It hurts me when I think about it cause it’s no more and such....
December 2009
21 posts
But we both know that I'm not that strong, and I...
Today you told me you wanted to kiss me,
Trust me, I wanna kiss you too. I’m just completely and utterly afraid though. I’m afraid of you treating me like one of Them, and not like before. I’d honestly kiss you in a heart beat. I miss you a lot, and I looked through old posts from the Summer, I started crying. It’s funny how I have you back and I’m happy but.. I’m still hurting inside.
So it's 3:23 AM,
and me and Him talked for 6 hours on aim. I’m so glad I have you back, I really am glad. We haven’t fought in a while, we should make it stay like that. I’m never going to tell anyone about what we did ever AGAIN, I’m serious. I haven’t been open with anyone if the longest time, only you. I wanna kiss you so badly, I really hope I get to do that very soon, <3
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I'm very content right now;
He just texted me. He never had texting before, it was a christmas gift from his dad, I’m so freaking happy he got texting, I literally squealed. & he isn’t mad at me anymore, <3
I freaking wanna kiss you!
This is not a love story, this is a story about...
These are not love songs, they’re songs about love.
I don't wanna go to that place anymore.
Never again. All I do is cry when I’m there. I wish this would of never happened. I can’t make anymore happy memories if I’m not happy.
13518.) I'm sorry I'm not prettier, or funnier, or...
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(i miss you, miss you)
Where are you and I’m so sorry I cannot sleep, I cannot dream tonight I need somebody and always This sick strange darkness Comes creeping on so haunting every time And as I stared I counted The webs from all the spiders Catching things and eating their insides Like indecision to call you And hear your voice of treason Will you come home and stop this pain tonight Stop this pain...
I can't stop crying.
I miss you so fucking much… I hate how things turned out. Maybe I should of been a better friend and didn’t argue with you so much.. I haven’t seen you in exactly 2 months now.. I need you here. I can’t help but to think of kissing you like before. My hands miss yours. I never wanted to hug someone so badly.. I really need you back.
I miss you…
You called me today,
& I thought it was Badger, but it was YOU. I literally almost started crying, I really want you back as my best friend, I really wish you’d get through your head that I do need you. You said we haven’t talked in a while, and trust me I know. I really wish things didn’t turn out this way.. I’m already starting my old habits, which of course is bad.
-sighs- I miss you so...
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13017.) I'm sick of maintaining this happy facade,...
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November 2009
25 posts
12841.) Would you mind if I sat next to you and...
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You're ok. Breathe. Just breathe. Open your eyes....
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I hate the girl that is so in love
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I hate the girl that is so in love she blushes the minute he walks into the room I hate the girl that is so in love she Can’t think of anything but him I hate the girl that is so in love she becomes speechless I hate the girl that is so in love that the only movie she can see is The Notebook I hate the girl that is so in love she feels sick When he is not with her I hate the girl...
So, it's finally over.
Me and Him talked. He officially doesn’t like me or love me anymore, only best friend wise. I’m okay-ish with this I guess… and over the summer I really do plan on drastically changing myself. I wont tell you how or what I’m going to do to make that happen, but it will happen. In High School I wont be how I am now, hopefully far from it. It’s soon to be Thanksgiving...
The pain in my chest is hurting more and more each...
I don’t want to hear “You deserve better.” Don’t you guys UNDERSTAND? I don’t WANT better I want only HIM. God damn it. I want to break every promise I made.
EVERY. SINGLE. ONE.
I miss so many things from you.
I miss when you always said that I look cute today. I miss when you think my smile is cute. I miss when you want me to say ‘rawr’ in that cute tone I do. I miss when you said “and you’re all mine and no one can say that besides me or I kill them ok <3” I miss being yours and ONLY yours. I miss our Summer romance. I miss you calling me almost everyday on the phone....
My stomach feels really weak right now, and I'm...
I really am an open book, I asked Him 2 questions He got the answer perfectly. He knows me so well…
This is my cue to go to bed, good night.
Yesterday was pretty fun,
In the beginning Luna & Isis came over for breakfast. It was really nice out again, it’s been like that for a week now, I love it. We (Me,Luna, & Buddha) decided that we’d go to the Book Fair in Down Town, which we did. It was a lot of fun. I rode the Metro for the first time, it was cool haha. Then when we got off the Metro we walked the rest, Luna gave us a tore of the...
12566.) I pretend to be happy, all the time, so...
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12565.) “Should I smile because we’re friends, or...
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